Similar I guess. I always consideres myself 99% straight but since I was a teen I always wondered what it would be like to suck cock. I thought about it a whole lot. I never found men even slightly attractive but had a fascination with cocks.

It wasn’t till I was in my late 30s that I actually tried it and it was without a shadow of a doubt the most turned on I have ever felt in my life. The combination of fulfilling a fantasy, doing something ‘secret’ that noone knew about with a complete stranger…

Needless to say I have done it many more times since and no longer consider myself quite as straight as I did (although I still don’t fancy men 😂)