Sounds like you need new friends.

When you tried to express your feelings, your friend made it about themselves. You are the one who was wronged, you are allowed to be upset! How could she even talk about autism this way, especially knowing you are one, and knowing you are listening to everything being said. Anyone would be upset hearing those things, even more so if it’s from someone they trust enough to share something like that with! You are valid!

Oof. They were way over the line to say things like that, and to double down and get angry when you expressed that you’d been hurt is so unacceptable.

If it were me, I would limit social interaction with them until an apology that demonstrates understanding is given freely.

But that’s not the biggest point. The biggest thing is that you ARE valid. Your diagnosis is valid (even self-diagnosis). You don’t have to justify your existence to bigots. Ever. Sorry this happened to you. We see you. It sucks that people suck.

There is a difference in the severity of autism, how they said it in a very dickish way

I think your respons was very good. You put them into the same position as they did to you, without actually being an asshole about it. The “friend” that knew about your autism, yet says these kind of things about autism while you’re there and gets mad when you try to tell them how it made you feel, doesn’t sound like a friend to me. They sound like a self-obsessed asshole that wants empathy from others, but isn’t empathic to others. I could be wrong, I don’t know them. They could have had a heavy reaction because theg freaked out becausr they got called out in a relatable way. That wouldn’t make their response okay, but could be forgivable if they genuinly apologized. If not, fuck them.

About the other friend: if you’re close with them you could try to explain how it made you feel and what you struggle with. See how they repond. They might just be uneducated. But if they don’t respond undersranding/apologetic, you might want to rethink your relationship with them.

as someone who is queer i actually think the comparison is pretty apt, sounds like she doesn’t understand your experiences. i’m sorry you had to go through this

Man, that sucks and I can understand how much that hurt to be wounded by your friend like that. hugs it you want them.

First off, I’m sorry that this happened to you.

If it were me, I’d drop that " “friend” " (extra quotes added for emphasis) like a boulder off a cliff. People that are actually friends listen & make amends when told their words caused pain & invalidation.

If it were me (I’m not familiar with your life situation outside of this post), I wouldn’t contact her in any way/shape/form, and the only words I would say if she contacted me would be:

“Actions have consequences,” and walk away.

I know that some of what I’ve wrote may come across as harsh & nuclear, but I have no patience for people that do this. Life is too short to keep people like around.

In spite of the negativity & pain being spewed out of our screens, there are plenty of people that do care & empathize.

That is the perfect response. You didn’t call her out for being gay. You tried to convey your experience in a way you would expect her to be able to relate to directly. Sadly, that didn’t seem to be the way she understood it.

Communication is hard.

Sounds like they got angry at their own words.

Could be a toxic social relationship. I don’t know anything about you and them, although sometimes in cases like these, leaving may be better for both parties involved. Maybe they didn’t fully understood what you meant (despite you being rather clear about what you said) and thought you were being homophobic by “attacking” her sexuality. NTs will sometimes prioritise syntax and words more than meaning unsure if they commonly do it (AI and we do that too sometimes lol) so your emphasis may have caused this reaction. Although again, they could also be a… cunt too. I swear, sometimes some of us can be more social, empathic and understanding than most NTs…